It certainly got to me. I decided to skip school on Thursday and stay home. Linguistics classes have been particularly underwhelming too, and I don't feel like I'm learning much. It has a lot to do with the fact that a lot of what we're doing is familiar for me.
I also can't help but feel that the learning expectations here are lower. The teaching pace is slower. The volume of work is definitely smaller. And there is no post term break jitters. The only word I her from my friends back at nus is "stressed".
Clearly we have a culture of stress. But I'm beginning to wonder if it is such a bad thing. Yeah, I'm sure if I were back in nus now I'm be pulling my hair out too. But over here I see that the lack of pressure means that less gets done.
I'm not saying that that is a bad thing, just that as Singaporeans a lot of us will be unwilling to settle for that. We actually are a driven people with aspirations, and I think that is something to be proud of. Stress almost seems necessary for drive though. It's very much a part of the way we live our life, whether we want it or not. If that is the case then maybe we need new ways of looking at stress.
Okay moving on. Today I had a nice-ish day out at the markets (it was quite cold out). First I went to the Red Stables Market at St Anne's Park. Took me a while to get there: two buses and a misguided detour. I ended up walking the length of the park twice because I went to the wrong end.
Walking in the park |
Spot the dog |
Finally, the market!! |
(A random point of interest: the big red building, Red Stables, used to be the home of the Guinness family.)
By the time I got to the market I was starving, so I bought a hot dog and chips. The vendor sounded genuinely grateful I bought stuff from him. I suppose there wasn't many people that day. Actually I'm getting the sense that markets aren't a big thing at all.
Live marketing for Blackrock Market |
More promoting! |
The market was a decent size... about twenty something stalls? There was a booth selling fruit and vegetables, another pottery, one selling random clothing, and like four pastry stands. There was quite a lot of hot food too. Chinese, Indian, hot dogs, burgers, crepes, pizzas and coffee. It was okay. I thought the pottery was nice but I wasn't sure about parting with eleven euros for a mug.
The other market was more interesting. It was at Blackrock, not too far from ucd actually. The Blackrock Market had a lot of antiques: furniture, books, toys, vinyl records, dvds, knits... There was also a fortune teller there! She actually gave me a bit of a shock. I wandered through a passageway as it turned a corner, and she stood there staring wide-eyed and mysteriously.
Looking at stuff |
Exactly my thoughts! |
I didn't find anything I wanted though, so no purchases from there either. I might go back another weekend just to see if I can find anything interesting, if not just hang out at one of the cafes. They seemed pretty nice.